KuAi lUi uNlEaShEd

I totally cannot accept that guys are fairer than me. When i was still at home sweet home melaka, or even in KL i knew i was fair (grins smugly) but heck! Over here in genting, i look like a bloody negro (no offense to negros, seriously). I mean, all the guys here are like 2 times fairer than me i feel depressed…. Why like that? I thought guys dun like being fair? It makes them look GAY… at least that’s what i’ve been planting into their mind ( to make sure most guys around me are few shades darker than me). Reason for that being i would look damn fair beside them (hehe….) but NO! Now i look like any other normal ugly tanned/dark/black skin person. Sobs, somebody pls tell me i’m not dark… or lie?

I’ve just recently started working among a bunch of guys (erhem….no attraction whatsoever, so dun ask). I’m going to explain what i am doing here, so next time you see me dun bother wasting my time and ask me what i do. I will scream in your face so pardon me. I’m actually working for the IT department(they pay me) but i’m also seconded/thrown/whatever u wanna call it to the main casino where i reside daily which a bunch of unruly technicians and male colleagues. I am rather lucky because there is 1 girl working alongside me. er, mebbe 2? Technically, 1 only la because the other one is the asst. manager so she sits in the other side of the office in a separate cage, er sorry i meant room.

How to kau chai like that? In one year’s time i will probably burp like a guy and eat like a guy and even sit/talk/snort like one. Sobs, harga saham jatuh mendadak…. Oh, but there’s one guy (OF COURSE HE IS FAIRER THAN ME, THIS ONE NO NEED TO ASK COSE EVERYBODY HERE IS FAIRER) who talks softer than me and is so damn ’si man’ that i feel so cho lor. Yes, i am damn cho lor because i not only talk louder than him i am also more BLACK than him. Sobs, world really change but after all the complaining i quite like it here. Other than the fact that people in casino smokes more than my puny i am still enjoying myself here! Like friggin chimney(correct spelling kah,no time to check cose borrowing ppl’s laptop), cannot stop one!  Damn super smelly everytime when i walk out to do stuff (do stuff = tag along my colleagues like a d.o.g when they go and check on server or h/w problems). Hello, that day i saw one ah ma almost 80 years old with the whole crop of white hair FAGGING like nobody’s business. This aunty who looks older than my mum also smoking in the toilet like drinking water. WHY? why gamble must smoke, pee also must smoke. You wanna die i dun care lo, but dun make me die faster can?

Havent blog for ages (ages because no broadband in my room here so damn deprived). Luckily everybody (yes, including the fair ppl) here has a laptop with wifi. Yes, i damn kuno no wifi in laptop have to muka tebal ask ppl pinjam. =p I’m so addicted to hot chocolate i dunno why. I order the same old drink where ever i go. Hehe… Maybe because it’s cold and it warms me up. Lovely hot hot chocolate.

Shall blog more next time when i can borrow laptop again. I can’t access frenster in my office because i think they block it. Bah…If anyone wants to send mail to it can message me ask for my email address (sms me or leave me a message on frenster). I won’t be posting it in public here.

So, that’s all for now. at least i’m blogging rite?

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