KuAi lUi uNlEaShEd

What if one day you found out that the person you’ve like for a whole year fell in love with one of your closest friend whom you introduced?
What if throughout the whole year you were there for many things for this person with no hope for anything in return and after you realised there never will be hope you gave up.  Then  you tell your best friend to be there for that person. You start avoiding that person. One day, your best friend tells you that he is in love with her? She denies being in love with him but deep down you know she’s only denying it so it wouldnt hurt you any further?

If you’re reading this and you know who you are, please give me time ok?
I dun wan our friendship to be pretentious, i dun wan us to have to pretend there is nothing in between us. This way we’re drift apart further. I dun wanna lose a fren…
I’ll talk to you when i’m ok. I promise i will be. I do not wish to hate you ok?
I just need to swallow the fact.

I'm down a one way streetWith a one night standWith a one track mindOut in no man's landThe punishment sometimesDon't seem to fit the crimeYeah there's a hole in my soulBut one thing I've learnedFor every love letter writtenThere's another one burnedSo you tell me how it's gonna be this timeIs it over?Is it over?'Cause I'm blowin' out the flameTake a walk outside your mindTell me how it feels to beThe one who turnsThe knife inside of meTake a look and you will findThere's nothing there, girlYeah I swear, I'm telling you, girl yeah 'cause(Chorus)There's a Hole In My SoulThat's been killing me foreverIt's a place where a garden never growsThere's a Hole In My SoulYeah, I should have known better'Cause your love's like a thorn without a roseYeah, yeahI'm as dry as a seven year droughtI got dust for tearsYeah I'm all tapped outSometimes I feel broken and can't get fixedI know there's been all kinds of shoesUnderneath your bedNow I sleep with my boots onBut you're still in my headAnd something tells me this timeI'm down to my last licks'Cause if it's overThen it's overAnd it's driving me insaneTake a walk outside your mindTell me how it feels to beThe one who turnsThe knife inside of meTake a look and you will findThere's nothing there, girl, yeah, I swearI'm telling you girl yeah 'cause(Chorus)Yeah, is it over?Yeah, it's overAnd I'm blowing out the flameTake a walk outside your mindTell me how it feels to beThe one who turnsThe knife inside of meTake a look and you will findThere's nothing there, girl, yeah, I swearI'm telling you girl yeah 'cause(Chorus)Oh, oh...

The current song that i'm obssessing about is non other than screamer rocker band song HOLE IN MY SOUL. Weird thing is, i never did realised i had this song. I was just browsing my list and i saw the title.. hmm...and yes..i am still sitting here screaming out the lyrics.. especially love the verse i bold red. It basically goes like this.. THERE'S A HOLE IN MY SOULLLLLLLLLhaha....well, sorry for my weird post last nite. was just feeling out of the blue. Had some sleep and great post coming up soon.meanwhile i'll leave u with this...

There's a Hole In My SoulThat's been killing me foreverIt's a place where a garden never growsThere's a Hole In My SoulYeah, I should have known better'Cause your love's like a thorn without a roseYeah, yeah

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this person is dead